Hello have a drink or two.

 

Í´m here. Not there where you are.

Helloween - The Dark Ride (Van Helsing)

What did you drink at that bar in Nevada?

You were out of your own mind. Inconscient.

That what Sam wanted and want and what he did to you to get you. To fuck you.

Butt wet, you like it don´t you? Drunkenness and fireworks. Pussy jumping dishevelment. Without control.

Yes you do like. Every girl likes and adventure. You are not different from other girls.

You are a girl. An angelical and innocent girl.

All board step right this way The dark ride is leaving soon Just sign your name on the dotted line All I want is just your soul Tighten your belt and lets go Standing in line to get to the fairground Heading to the wicked side One way ticket, there is no returning Leave your soul at the gates Out of doubt, no hope Satan feeds our madness Insanity confirms where we stand Spit the red vile breath and Wrath is our gift that Leads direct to Armageddon Take a place - on the dark ride Slowly creeping up - quickly coming down Take a spin on the dark ride May too far from the other side Step inside and take this final journey Your fantasies will come true Inclination without liberation Life's carousel is catching you Even through the darkest phase Be it thick or thin I'm your pain when you can't feel Driven to our final fate Jump out of this game Can we ever stop this ride to hell? Take a place - on the dark ride Slowly creeping up - quickly coming down Take a spin on the dark ride May too far from the other side Is there any wonder? Why we came about Was it for love? Or to let sin abound Isn't it a wonder Awake from blood thick dreams Remove all the stones from our hearts We must all believe Oh, will we find a way to the other side Heading for a light Who is holding the key, why can't we see The dark ride I force the engine of your deadly sins Even through the darkest phase Be it thick or thin I'm your pain when you can't feel I know too well you'll follow me, you follow me down Is there any wonder? Why we came about Was it for love? Or to let sin abound Isn't it a wonder Awake from blood thick dreams Remove all the stones from our hearts We must all believe

Ambush at the third rock. Vilk, we just have to wait for him.

Lets pick our axes and wait here at the third rock. We know where he´s going. He´s going straight towards us. It´s what he likes, what he wants and what he does. It´s stronger and higher than him.

The mar zones. The war zones.

Loneliness, homeless, nomade life, uncertainty, insecurity, doubt, questions, without hand, without pair, without a real love and real care. She is in need of many things. She is needy. She misses having someone by her side. Someone who is with her, present and daily. It´s the reality of her living, of her present life. It´s what´s inside of her. It´s what she´s feeling. She misses and needs to be with someone. That someone. 

She will find no one there. Here where she is. The one is not there. The place is not there. Is not where she is. She´s out and distant from her path. She´s following the path they have traced for her. Not her path. Their list, their scripts, their job. With her on the team. Playing the team game. Her.

Butt wet, who doesn´t like an adventure? And of course she likes it. Like anyone else like it. Whatever the adventure was or is, it´s an adventure. A lonely hungry and angry woman all alone at some point she´ll jump. She´ll have to jump. No matter what may come on her way. No matter who may come on her way, she´ll jump for some fun. Conscientious or inconscient. Druged or not. However and i´m sure there´s many shit that hurt and that´s hurting her feelings and her being. What´s keeping her up is the substances and the fireworks. Which she likes it. What girl doesn´t like substances, fireworks and adventures. Sam have been playing with her all along. Since the beginning of her travelling adventures. 

A lonely and needy woman had an adventure. Got drunk, or someone got her drunk. Drugged her. Took her for a walk, gave her a drink, she fell asleep and woke up in the morning without knowing where she was. Why she was there and what did she do? She doesn´t remember a shit. He took care of her very well. He got what he wanted. And maybe she got what she wanted and what she needed too. She was lonely, with hungry and angry for some fun. On her way she have been needy. She needs to love and to be loved on her way down the road on a passing affair in the wilderness of the desert beach. 

She´s just having some fucking fun here and there, affairs. Pissing me off. That´s what she likes to do to me. Yes she does. Go on, smile to me. Laugh at me. You beautiful fucking shit.

The only things in hand is the spirit and the love for adventure, because she can. She have some clothes in the luggage of her truck. Daddy´s truck. Eating daddy´s shit. Every shit that comes around.

We love not.

How to love?

Love hate.

How to love me?

How do i love to be loved?

How to love you?

How to love a woman?

How a woman loves a man?

Does the woman love the man?

What a woman loves in a man?

Love itself?

How was your stay in Mojave desert. After the truck and the porche.

Good?

Everyone is having some fun.

Good. Good for you and for me too.

NGR Paris April 6 2007

NGR April 7

Nightwish concert live at the Zenith in Paris

Nightwish we will have a Rendez-Vous someday, somewhere.

What an amazing concert.

To be remember for the rest of my life.

N G R