Ey

 

"I´m obsessed."

What do you mean with it?

Obsessed with something or with someone?

With you, with your thoughts and body? With yourself? With your readings and writing? With your words and doin?

What is going on in your mind, in your soul, in your body? What waters, what blood runs inside you?

No boyfriend, without care, friendship and love. Being and feeling lonely. Homeless, without faith and destiny, uncertain, unknown, Living a nomadic life, traveling from one unknown land to another and meeting with strangers. Living and being like a lost being and an easy prey for hunters. Any prey that may come on the hunters way they don´t mind, its a feast to cook on a campfire and to eat as it please with wine and napkins. Being without love, land, faith and destiny. With no land to spare and rest, with no place to live, a piece of land and a little roof with walls to be and live. Without a companion, needy, in thoughts, in blood and in the flesh. Lost in time and space, not knowing what to do and where to go.

You are a robot.

It´s good to cry, to feel and taste our own tears. It feels and tastes good.

You cry, it means that you are alive, that you have feelings and emotions. The reasons, you need a friend, to have a friend, a friend who is with you in your daily life. A friend with whom you can be, talk and play in those moments you need most. (moments of imprisonment that seem to me that you feel, that you have and feel (maybe the reason why you are single). Do you have this friend? No, you don´t. Unless you are hiding it from me, are you? Do you have? Have you been hiding a lover, your arse and sins from me? You cry, Vilk is your friend, yours more than anything and anyone. Vilk leaving you? You cry, because you like love something and someone, Vilk, because you don´t want to be alone, Vilk is more than everything and everyone else, Vilk is your companion, the real, the only touchable and truthful companion that you have.

Always better with someone, why not with Vilk, why not with that someone, why not with me?

13 to 16 years from now Vilk will leave the Earth and go to another place, for another adventurous journey of his terrestrial and intergalactic life. Here on Earth with you, there with me.

You´ll live after death, your soul and spirit will live. Your body, I´m not sure, by the time I would have bitten and tasted all your flesh and drunk all your blood. You´ll live ´cause you´ve to keep yourself alive and living, thinking of me, you know, you know the story. Its been written on my scratch papers.

 

All licked, scratched, sucked, bloody, tightened, squeezed, dirty, messed, destroyed, trashed, red.

I´m the pirate, yet, I´m not waking up with you by my side. I don´t feel you, I don´t see you. The reason why I gotta to whip you, I´m angry.

Were you tempted and have sinned?

You're not tall when you walk barefoot, when you take a beer out of the fridge and when you close your legs.

When you do it alone.

Of course we´re just writing things and talking about the meadow where we are at the moment.

Are we?

What you gonna do, where are you goin?

Ey girl

You love me

Where are you goin to travel and when?

You hate me.

New years eve

Shampoo to blonden the hair.