So

 

The temptation to leave you.

How could I live without the soul, the beauty and the blessings of you? 

Without listen to your voice, your words, murmurs, whispers, sights and moans? 

Without feeling and seeing your tremors and shakes while holding and kissing me? 

Without tasting your lips?

Kind days would turn stormy, intranquility, unrest would reign in me, if I left you, my friend, if I let you go all alone in temptation and sin.

Days without calm and trust, days without saying thank you to you for being with me and all the loving you give to me.

So, to say these words to you, to do these things, to not have the temptation to leave you is to be there with you, in your thought, in your body and soul. Even if for some kind of reason you get lost somewhere with someone else. Even if you betray me, you traitor, aren't you? I´m not there with you, we are far.

Bringing and carrying love to you, is making my soul and love grow in me and in you. We better calm down, where we are now, at the edge of everything of what we said and did until this moment. We must stop talking to each other, stop seeing each other. Otherwise the sin thin we have will not end.

You beautiful.

Unless we are on a break?

Is someone there on a suicidal mode?

For what? For love?

I see you on the suicide solutions.

But if you ask me if I´m there, if there´s a solution?

I´m far and I know the solution.

Love, if you know what I mean.