Swanheart

 

All those beautiful people I want to have them I want to have them all 

All those porcelain models 

If only I could make them fall (If only I could make them fall) 

Be my heart a well of love Flowing free so far above 

A wintry eve, once upon a tale 

An Ugly Duckling lost in a verse Of a sparrows carol, dreaming the stars Be my heart a well of love Flowing free so far above In my world, love is for poets Never the famous balcony scene Just a dying faith on the heaven's gate Crystal pond awaits the lorn Tonight another morn for the lonely one is born

Moondance

To meet, to be and talk with me?

A date?

To be kissed, touched, loved?

To fall in love?

To die?

Dream of mirrors

She fell in love with him.

Sleepwalker 

Close your eyes Feel the ocean where passion lies Silently the senses Abandon all defences A place between sleep and awake End of innocence, unending masquerade That's where I'll wait for you Hold me near you So close I sear you Seeing, believing Dreaming, deceiving A place between sleep and awake End of innocence, unending masquerade That's where I'll wait for you Sleepwalker seducing me I dare to enter your ecstasy Lay yourself now down to sleep In my dreams you're mine to keep Sleepwalker Sleepwalker (Sleepwalk with me...) Sleepwalker seducing me I dare to enter your ecstasy Lay yourself now down to sleep In my dreams you're mine to keep

You Traitor

"Wanderlust" 

I want to see where the sirens sing Hear how the wolves howl Sail the dead calm waters of the Pacific Dance in the fields of coral Be blinded by the white Discover the deepest jungle I want to find The Secret Path A bird delivered into my heart It's not the end Not the kingdom come It is the journey that matters, the distant wanderer Call of the wild In me forever and ever and ever forever Wanderlust Wanderlust I want to love by the Blue Lagoon Kiss under the waning moon Straying, claiming my place in this mortal coil Riding the dolphins Asking the mountains Dreaming Alaska The Earth can have but Earth I want to find The Secret Path A bird delivered into my heart So It's not the end Not the kingdom come It is the journey that matters, the distant wanderer Call of the wild In me forever and ever and ever forever Wanderlust Wanderlust Drown into my eyes and see the wanderer See the mirrors of a wolf behold the pathfinder Drown into my eyes and see the wanderer See the mirrors of a wolf behold the pathfinder

Dead Boy´s Poem

Born from silence, silence full of it A perfect concert my best friend So much to live for, so much to die for If only my heart had a home Sing what you can't say Forget what you can't play Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes Walk within my poetry, this dying music - My loveletter to nobody Never sigh for better world It's already composed, played and told Every thought the music I write Everything a wish for the night Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin Died for the beauty the one in the garden Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom Failed in becoming a god Never sigh for better world It's already composed, played and told Every thought the music I write Everything a wish for the night "If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it Remember only the verse, songmaker's cry, the one without tears For I've given this its strength and it has become my only strength Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality Where being wanted became a thrill I never knew The sweet piano writing down my life" "Teach me passion for I fear it's gone Show me love, hold the lorn So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me I'm sorry Time will tell (this bitter farewell) I live no more to shame nor me nor you And you... I wish I didn't feel for you anymore..." A lonely soul... An ocean soul...

For the Heart I Once Had

Heaven today is but a way To a place I once called home Heart of a child, one final sigh As another love goes cold Once my heart beat to the rhythm of the falling snow Blackened below, the river now flows A stream of molten virgin snow For the heart I'll never have For the child forever gone The music flows, because it longs For the heart I once had Living today without a way To understand the weight of the world Faded and torn, old and forlorn My weak and hoping heart For the child, for the light For the heart I once had I will believe and foresee Everything I could ever be For the heart I'll never have For the child forever gone The music flows, because it longs For the heart I once had Time will not heal a Dead Boy's scars Time will kill For the heart I'll never have For the child forever gone The music flows, because it longs For the heart I once had

Dead To The World

All the same take me away We're dead to the world The child gave thought to the poet's words Gave comfort to the fallen (Heartfelt, lovelorn) Remaining, yet still uninvited Those words scented my soul (Lonely soul, ocean soul) It's not the monsters under your bed It is the man next door That makes you fear, makes you cry Makes you cry for the child All the wars are fought among those lonely men Unarmed, unscarred I don't want to die a scarless man A lonely soul (Tell me now what to do) I studied silence to learn the music I joined the sinful to regain innocence Heaven queen, cover me In all that blue Little boy, such precious joy Is dead to the world Heaven queen, carry me Away from all pain All the same take me away We're dead to the world Dead, silent, constant Yet always changing My favorite view of this world As he died, he will return to die in me again Weaving the cloth, giving birth to the century child Who gave his life not for the world but for me Innocence reborn once more Heaven queen, carry me Away from all pain All the same take me away We're dead to the world Heaven queen, cover me In all that blue Little boy, such precious joy Is dead to the world Heaven queen, carry me Away from all pain All the same take me away We're dead to the world We're dead to the world

Ocean Soul

One more night To bear this nightmare What more do I have to say Crying for me Was never worth a tear My lonely soul is only filled with fear Long hours of loneliness Between me and the sea Losing emotion Finding devotion Should I dress in white and search the sea As I always wish to be One with the waves Ocean soul Walking the tide line I hear your name Is angels whispering Something so beautiful it hurts Long hours of loneliness Between me and the sea I only wished To become something beautiful Through my music, through my silent devotion Losing emotion Finding devotion Should I dress in white and search the sea As I always wish to be One with the waves Ocean soul Losing emotion Finding devotion Should I dress in white and search the sea As I always wish to be One with the waves Ocean soul

Whoever Brings the Night

We seduce the dark with pain and rapture Like two ships that pass in the night You and I, a whore and a bashful sailor Welcome to a sunrise of a dirty mind All you love is a lie, you one-night butterfly Hurt me, be the one whoever brings the night The dark, created to hide the innocent white, the lust of night Eyes so bright, seductive lies Crimson masquerade where I merely played my part Poisoned dart of desire All you love is a lie, you one-night butterfly Hurt me, be the one whoever brings the night Choose a bride tonight, a fantasy for a zombie Hurt me, I love to suffer, your harem's a dream for free (Enter, suck from us and live forever Rotten beauty will haunt you for a lifetime) Come with me under water and drown to despise me no more Unholy, unworthy, my night is a dream for free All you love is a lie, you one-night butterfly Hurt me, be the one whoever brings the night All you love is a lie, you one-night butterfly Hurt me, be the one whoever brings the night 

(Whoever brings the night...)

I want my tears back

I want my tears back The treetops, the chimneys The snowbed stories, winter grey Wildflowers, those meadows Of heaven, wind in the wheat A railroad across waters The scent of grandfatherly love Blue bayous, Decembers Moon through a dragonfly's wings Where is the wonder where's the awe? Where's dear Alice knocking on the door? Where's the trapdoor that takes me there? Where the real is shattered by a Mad March Hare? Where is the wonder, where's the awe? Where are the sleepless nights I used to live for? Before the years take me I wish to see the lost in me I want my tears back I want my tears back, now A ballet on a grove Still growing young all alone A rag doll, a best friend The voice of Mary Costa Where is the wonder where's the awe? Where's dear Alice knocking on the door? Where's the trapdoor that takes me there? Where the real is shattered by a Mad March Hare? Where is the wonder, where's the awe? Where are the sleepless nights I used to live for? Before the years take me I wish to see the lost in me Where is the wonder, where's the awe? Where are the sleepless nights I used to live for? Before the years take me I wish to see the lost in me I want my tears back I want my tears back now Where is the wonder, where's the awe? Where are the sleepless nights I used to live for? Before the years take me I wish to see the lost in me Where is the wonder, where's the awe? Where are the sleepless nights I used to live for? Before the years take me I wish to see the lost in me I want my tears back 

I want my tears back

Deep silent complete

In your creation heaven did decree That in your arms sweet death should dwell Deep, silent, complete Black-velvet sea The sirens are calling for me Saved my soul thinking, "This song's a lie." Sand on the shore is so dry Deep, silent, complete Black-velvet sea Brave day sinking in endless night The age will say, "This poet lies." Heaven never touched earthly face The age will say, "This night was ours." Blessed with the deep The silent, the complete

Whoever Brings the Rain

Let love rain on me