N G R 161: NG

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I´m giving a chance, inviting you to be with me.

I´m at the church, awaiting your arrival and an answer from your heart.

She did not apear at church and the priest didn't had her announcement and answer.

The announcement of the winner came later that night. I went to a bar to drink the heart and soul of my sadness and laments. She was there, talking, drinking and kissing another guy.

Do you like the things I do, write and say?

I did not break with her, she did not break with me.

I talk and answer to her and she talks and answer to me.

I talk to her and reply to her, and she talks and replies to me.

We wrote letters to one and other, daily. Correspondence arriving daily at our post boxes. Feelings, thoughts, passion, love or whatever it was that happened and is happening between us.

I unfollow her... but until these days I never left her, I never left to follow her. Don´t tell her why, that you like love her. She questioned who was the mother fucker that unfollowed her, who stopped following her page on the Instagram?

She posted a video days later talking about it. I have that video somewhere. Somewhere because I have a thousand files on my laptop that are out of their folders. She has that video...

The break, I gave her space and time to think about the "things" none, there´s nothing between us, and to think about me.

To think about her life. What she likes and wants in her life.

Yes, we are living a romance, a love story, we are loving each other.

She decided to quit, to quit from everything. To give up from her travel to Moscow, to travel to my homeland, Lisbon to meet with me. She also decided to break up with her one million followers of her Instagram account. I´ve no idea who was and is behind her Instagram banned account and why they did it. Its a toxic issue.

Her Instagram posts

I 💗 💙 ❤ 👽 💋 💚 Her

Well, because it was a little bit too hot out there. Now she is saying that is time start a new chapter in her life. A chapter about a relationship with a unknown boyfriend and its content.

A chapter with a unknown boyfriend, their relationship and their content,

Look at her, she´s seducing him. Seducing someone.

You And Me

When I get home from work I wanna wrap myself around you I wanna take you and squeeze you 'Til the passion starts to rise I wanna take you to heaven That would make my day complete But you and me ain't no movie stars What we are is what we are We share a bed Some lovin' And TV, yeah And that's enough for a workin' man What I am is what I am And I tell you, babe Well that's enough for me Sometimes when you're asleep And I'm just starin' at the ceiling I wanna reach out and touch you But you just go on dreamin' If I could take you to heaven That would make my day complete But you and me ain't no movie stars What we are is what we are We share a bed Some lovin' And TV, yeah That's enough for a workin' man What I am is what I am And I tell you, sweetheart That's just enough for me You and me ain't no super stars What we are is what we are We share a bed Some popcorn And TV, yeah And that's enough for a workin' man What I am is what I am And I tell you, babe You're just enough for me When I get home from work I wanna wrap myself around you I like to hold you squeeze you 'Til the passion starts to rise I wanna take you to heaven That would make my day complete You and me ain't no movie stars What we are is what we are We share a bed Of lovin' And TV, yeah And that's enough for a workin' man What I am well that's what I am I tell you, baby That's just enough for me

The end of the Russian language lessons

She no longer wants to be a teacher

Alice Cooper - School s Out

Well, we got no choice All the girls and boys Making all that noise 'Cause they found new toys Well, we can't salute ya Can't find a flag If that don't suit ya That's a drag School's out for summer School's out forever School's been blown to pieces No more pencils No more books No more teacher's dirty looks, yeah Well, we got no class And we got no principles And we got no innocence We can't even think of a word that rhymes School's out for summer School's out forever My school's been blown to pieces No more pencils No more books No more teacher's dirty looks Out for summer Out 'til fall We might not come back at all School's out forever School's out for summer School's out with fever School's out completely

And I ´m just writing things as she speaks, I don´t really know what she´s talking about. What that tree means.

If she wants we can talk about many other things, than to talk about breaks.

Which was to break with those chapters that drives me wild, jealous and crazy for loving you.

Fool For Your Loving

I was born under a bad sign, Left out in the cold I'm a lonely man who knows Just what it means to lose control But, I took all the heartache And turned it to shame, Now I'm moving, moving on, And I ain't taking the blame Don't come running to me, I know I've done all I can A hard loving woman like you Just makes a hard loving man So I can say it to you, babe I'll be a fool for your loving no more, A fool for your loving no more I'm so tired of trying, I always end up crying, Fool for your loving no more I'll be a fool for your loving no more I'm tired of hiding my feelings, You left me lonely too long I gave my heart, and you tore it apart, Oh, baby, you done me wrong Don't come running to me, I know I've done all I can A hard loving woman like you Just makes a hard loving man So I can say it to you, babe I'll be a fool for your loving no more, A fool for your loving no more I'm so tired of trying, I always end up crying, Fool for your loving no more I'll be a fool for your loving no more I'll be a fool for your loving no more, no more, no more So I can say it to you, babe I'll be a fool for your loving no more, A fool for your loving no more I'm so tired of trying, I always end up crying, Fool for your loving no more A fool for your loving no more Fool for your loving no more...

She made the move, she was loving you, she was talking with you and walking towards you.