Four seasons

You need water, the water is 150 to 200 meters beneath the mountain. Find a well. To find a water well  it is necessary to drill the mountain ground, and for that, it is required to have a drilling machine It's not a very complicated job, but you can´t do it by your yourself, manually. You have to find someone with knowledge of land drilling, and that has a drilling machine to do this work. It has some costs. If the work is well done and if the water has good pressure, then you will need a water pump and a water filter, to draw the water, and if it has limestone or anything else. After this, it will be a matter of maintenance, which has some cost but not much. You will not have any water bills to pay. Then, the water plumbing for your tent or for the house, in whatever you want to live in there. Having a water well its a good start for whatever you want to do there.

The tools and the materials to work and build have their cost. If you can build something by your own, very good. If not, the cost of the building, of the construction doubles, triples. If you build something with someone, will be much better and easy in question of work and time, than to do it all alone.

To build a house isn´t a simple and easy task, but it can be done. It will be necessary to have some knowledge about construction... You can get knowledge, find information, learn and then start the construction of your house. You have a piece of land and that is a major step for your life. 

You've got all the time in the world to do something good for you there. No worries, precipitations, take your time to think about something, to do something there.

But let me tell you, alone... 

To build a house is like to love and be loved. How do you love, be loved and make love if you are alone?  

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Do you think you are better off alone?

She sees me and is talking with me or she´s seeing and talking with someone else about something else. Maybe about her lonely and lost moments and sins.

Her loneliness takes her on the loose. Her uncounciouseness leads her, when she isn't herself but who took control of her body and mind.

Whatever the weather conditions, the temperatures, the falling cold, rain and snow.

A companion, a little roof with walls, some comfort and snuggle would be more than enough to stay and live the four seasons there. With some outdoors and travel adventures in the middle, and conviviality with family and friends, why not!?

You live there but once in a while I´ll release you, free you.

Table, wine and sweets.

Hot wine

Cold

Running raining rain

Snow snowing Snowing snow

She doesn´t want to "share" the place, love and life with anyone else but with herself and Vilk. Definitely she wants something else. Does she really knows what she wants? She can talk with me and say anything if she would like and wants to do it. 

There and here is a much more horny, slutty, satisfying and interesting thing than it is in a relationship of friendship and love between two people.

Is that the living? How you live, how you like and want to live?

Are you?

It´s a sacred ground, a magic sanctuary, why not live it with someone dear?

It is yours, you can say that. The questions are, is it really yours? Doesn´t it belong to someone else too? To God?

Unbeliever 

Stupidly happy. Who wouldn´t be stupidly happy like you are? I would be much more than stupidly happy if I had a chance and an opportunity to be and live in a place like the one you call yours.

Alone in a blissful solitude. Why not? Once in a while, and it really does good to people. Endless solitude is no good to anyone. People need people, need something from others. Relationships, friendships, love, touch... people need to talk with people, sometimes alone, to and with their own. Sometimes with nature and God. All these things and much more. 

Depending on the means you have. You don´t have to live off-grid if you don´t want it, and if you can live there in one other way with means. Not everyone has the same chance that others have. 

You can do some things there. Some gardening, plant some flowers and fruit trees, vegetables and wild fruits. Grow some animals and see it all grow. Even if it is just for self recreation, self entertainment, achievement and joy. It is pleasant, many people like love to do it.

Everything in life gets messy once in a while. Why it had to be different there and with you?

You are in a mess and messed. It is not your fault but of those who have been there with you since the early days of your travelling journey. They have rule you, model, change your personality. And the most significant change was done in these last times, you´ve changed.

You are going to be in a mess, messed, as long as you stay and be in the role and path that they want you to be and do. Its their job, their role their show, not yours. Dropped with drops, dazed paradise and prizes in the middle to compensate the damages.

In a mess and messed 

It is visible even from the distance that I am. I´ve been here, it make some time now and I can sense, feel and see it in you. I have never been with you and much probably I´ll never be.

After things be more or less done, everything will be much easy and less messy. Things and life will be much more easy and pleasant. Who likes to work? Work can be more or less pleasant. It can be good or bad in all senses. It all depends in what you are working, for what and for who you are working. When a work is done there will be another one to do. Sometimes you have to do different works at the same time. And that´s when things and life can get messy. Life on earth isn´t always a wonderland but there are wonderlands, sanctuaries and heavens. There will be times to work and others for leisure and rest.

The bathtub

Days without taking a bath and slip slides on a soak. Does it gets you even more fresh and horny or miserable?

I read somewhere that there were times on your travels when days passed without you take a bath. Days without washing your clothes, dishes, hands and feet, and your lamentations of being alone with your morning coffee mug in you hands.

Rabbits

Scary moments at night

Animals have instincts, far more refined than human beings. They are always on alert, much more than humans. Sometimes they just give a sign to other animals and humans of their presence. Even when there is no one there, they give a sign of their presence and a sign of guard to their own and to the person that may be with them. They are constantly on guard. On their own guard and on the guard of the person they are with. Dogs dream too. It may be a reaction to what they are dreaming. A dream thief that´s crossing the land at 4 am. You awakening, growling, barking and playing with him yesterday.

Living Off-grid

Living from the land and work. Self  sustanbility, auto-sufucient.

The big challenges of living off-grid

Many things.

First, yourself. Do you have the will... and strength to do it? Can you carry it? Do you have the means, the materials and tools to live off-grid? Do you have knowledge and skills. If you don´t have, learn.

Challenge

By living off-grid you´ll have always to be working, most of the time. If you want to live from the land and your work.

Bad weather, a challenge? Too.

Solar power, less charge because of the lack of sunlight.

Batteries or a power generator.

Another challenge

Bad weather is not conducive to agricultural farming

You can preserve food along the time for the times less productive on the land. Due to weather conditions or what so ever. So in that time less productive and by preserving food you can eat, live off-grid and do other things than you can and should do on the land and at home within the weather conditions.

Groceries, canned and fast food.

Well, for whom who sleeps nine hours in a row every night it must be good and healthy, for science headache and sleep. It kills the pain so you can do your job. 

Cold weather challenge

Living in a home, clothes and a stove will make the difference. It will make you change your mind. Mind that has a great and wonderful land but lives in a tent. 

To write a book in the winter time!? To write is a challenge, in the winter, a snuggle on a sofa and on a piece of paper with spilled mulled wine.

A time for leisure too, even being cold. Winter activities 

So many challenges and yet I´m still here, doing nothing, walking around and wasting my time.

There will be many things to do at home and at the land. Some more liked and pleasant then others. But that is the living, that is life.

Repair things at the land and home, tools, machines...  Even the mind and body will need repair after spending a long season working every day, days and nights.

Online work, research, study, making projects...

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