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"She´s going to die alone. 

She needs someone to share her life with. And if she doesn´t gets up with it now it might be not so easy to find it later." 

Work, youtube in decline, number of views, social media and chats online with friends and peopleeee isn´t enough. 

They keep blinding and entertaining her, leading her and doing their scripts and job.

Make up isn't good for the skin. Most of the make up products in the market burn the skin. Drinks, food and clown prescription drops are also not good for the skin as well for physical and mental health. But drops is what keeps lost souls there. As well prizes to compensate the visible damages.

She has the need to have someone by her side and present, with her, daily. In those moments of greatest need, which she has a lot. She has a great need to be with someone, to talk, to date with that someone daily, to be caressed, touched, everyday. But she does not admit her needs, her lacks. She says she prefers and wants to be alone, free, as she says, to live free as a bird. What is freedom for her? And to do what she likes to do. She spends most of her days alone, walking alone, talking to herself and to ghosts in the little corners she finds somewhere along the way. Or traveling on unknown roads and lands, and always meeting with unknown people. Travel guidance, places and communities, scripts, drops and fireworks... being there in ocasional affairs like a whore, I don't like it, it happened, happens, who were they? Who doesn´t like a drink or two once in a while? Only lonely, needy and hungry anger souls don´t. Who doesn't like to travel, to drive a car, to drive without any destination? Who doesn't like to have a destination? A place to go? A place and a home to live? A companion, friendship and love' Who doesn't want to have Kids? She doesn´t want to get married, as long as she´s with someone she likes loves, with someone who likes loves her, she can live life, friendship, love, home and family. 

 

She still walks around, she has been there alone for a long time, lost in space and time, a lost soul but she still walks around, she´s still there, somewhere. Homeless, lonely, living a nomade life, living futilities, occasionality's, traveling, spending, burning her pennies, because she can. If it weren't for that, she wouldn't have been there and alone for a long time but living alone or with someone under a roof with walls and working friendship and love and on the land. 

I wouldn't be here, and the things that I've to do before it would be already done.

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NIKE G