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Being on my own, no relationship. Being messed, living a nomad life, without destiny. Lonely, without love, snuggle, comfort, hand, help, guidance. Without a base, pose, roof, walls, windows, doors, a home.

Make sure the shelter is safe to be in and live inside, make sure it´s a livable shelter. Verify the wood beams... Clean and organize in a corner the things that are inside the shelter and that you want to keep. Use a broom, a cloth, and a cleaning product to clean the shelter. Wood, holes, everything. Go to a store and buy suitable product to protect and preserve the wood beams, and suitable material to cover the gaps and holes. (Phone, ok). Buy proper material for covering and insulation, ask someone who has knowledge. Buy a waterproof tarp to insulate the walls and roof. Buy wooden boards for the floor, walls and roof, it will serve as a kind of thermal and sound insulation... You gonna need a helping hand to do some things, Vilk is there with you but he can´t climb into the roof with materials to do the work.

You are very behind schedule to do this, because winter is already there, but you can still do it if you want to spend the winter on your property and don’t want to be cold.

You have all the winter to think and to decide what you want and what you gonna do in the near future. Stay and live there, build a home... or not. It´s not the time for travels, for you the time is to search, find and choose your place in the world, there or elsewhere. To find a loved one, to have a relationship with someone dear, someone you like love, someone who likes loves you. To find a place to live. to build a home. There´s nothing like home, nothing better than it. Of course you have to learn to cook and change your eating habits, for healthy, good and tasty food, which has not been your case. 

N G R 161: Blue

Did she close the window'

No, she opened. and she is resting  there with an open mind and arms.

Her eyes are still daze from the last night. It´s visible that she is still under the influence of last night drops and drunkenness. Still smiling this morning. I Don´t like it, and that chair is shit, not good, and I don´t like it.

Amazing, I felt your lick this morning when I saw you on your Instagram page. 

While loving and talking to you, to fantasies and dreams, I was hiding my arse, because of my love affair with an enemy.

This thing is... It makes me smile, think, love, want..... 

and the thing is that you see me, you knew, you knew that I was hiding my arse, my love affair while I've been loving you, talking to you in other page.

and the thing is that everyone knows the thing what I've been doing, I'm in a triangle love affair.