Don´t say it.

 

YOU DON´T REALY KNOW WHAT IT MEANS AND WHAT´S LIKE TO BE A MOTHER. DO YOU´

Do you have any sense of it´

What it means, what´s like and what you´re saying´ What you say´

It seem that you don´t have paternal and maternal feelings or what so ever about babies, kids, children...

I think something in your youth. Something that cause aversion and refusal in you. That makes you not want something that´s so human and so natural in any girl and any woman life. You kinda get angry when you talk about it on your social media. 

You like babies kids, children, don´t you´

So, why you don´t want to be a mom´ What´s the real reason there´

You´re a woman, you want a man, a macho, an elephant. A grown and older man. A freeky cutty thing. Looking at your pretty cute boyfriends, in your mind that´s pretty much what have been and what´s all about. ´Cause woman always want cuties and something more. It´s never enough. She died so young. She did not have time to live all the pleasures and joys of life because she eat it all so fast and busted at once. She didn´t not had time to grow and to live it, she died to soon. She didn´t live it, she just did it in busty and dropy times.

Look as much as you love yourself. You are the best thing in the world and you spend all the time in the world, energy and money with you and only with you.

But when you need someone to do those things you stop being egoist, selfish and you think in the others and for the others to have something for you and of you. So, as much as cute as you are you do spend some time, energy and money with others. I´m starting to think that you do it in a selfish way. ´Cause you think and do it for you to get something in exchange and not to give something to someone.

If there isn´t any interest in someone or something else like it, you just don´t give a shit. You only think and care about you. Is it

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Life´s views, options and decisions. It´s ok. Its in your rights.

But you don´t really know what you´re saying.

You will only know what it means, how it feels like and what it is like if you live it.

Vilk, your dog, is illuminating it. Isn´t he´ Vilk is like as a baby, as a kid for you and with whom you´ve been talking, playing and having some fun with. Like a compagnon. And it may be the reason why you´ve been talking more frequently about it in your social media. However you keep saying the same but now you´re divided in thoughts and in the middle of a crossroad.