Li

 

Tiffany

You love but i´m not there. Someone else is. He´s not?

What and who do you really love?

You love yourself. Don´t you? Do you?

Do you love someone?

Is there someone that you think that may love you? Or it may be just another meaningless adventure and just for fun? Fun... *

You like to * so do I.

Not wrong, wrong for me.

Are you alone?

The only one that i´m sure is with you is Vilk. The others, don´t make me say things. Don´t tell me things, I don´t want to know. Tell me, I want to know. I would like you told me. I would like to be sitting by your side listening your voice out of one and out of one, you are an awesome girl, you beautiful girl... and drinking some drops of something for a better comprehension and understanding, ´cause things are complicated.

Are you alone?

Otherwise you have to stop somewhere. The time is now or you´ll never be with that someone, but with... and you´ll never be in that somewhere place but in a no man´s land. Your choice, your place. Four seasons. Good, I like love the thought, the idea, the dream and the choice.

You love death. You are loving the death. Where are you going?

G You love I?

I do love you E.

You love someone else. You love?

Your life matter to me. What I find in you matter. I find someone. I find a meaning to my life. A companion. I don´t want to be alone. I don´t want you to be alone. 

Well i like to have funnn with you. I´ve been blogging. Writing and doing things on my blogs. I want to have something more than some funnn with you. So many things in mind. In my mind and that i would like to live it with someone, with you. Why am I alone at this moment? It´s just some little lethal details and the reason why of this so detailed moment in my life.

Maybe there isn´t a real trouble with you. It´s a human thing. Even nature is not perfect, no one is perfect and everything and everyone have some issues and troubles from time to time in some periods of life. The little things are everywhere and with everyone. In nature, in the animals and in the humans.

Why you always find the solace in nature? Because there is no one there or whatever to disturb, to bore and to trouble your mind, your thoughts and your spirit. Being in nature you find the quiet you need. You find yourself in peace with yourself and with the nature and your spirit and your moral lift up / rise and the dreams shine. The solace that you are talking about and that you feel. So it´s where and when you find the solace that you need. Nature is a good feeling. Wherever you may be, nature empowers you.

Or maybe you have some personal issues. It can be physical or psychological issues. You may not feel good with yourself. Somethings that diminish you, physical issues, i think.

Are you in trouble? 

Yeah.

Nature is going to trouble.

Play mind games. Entertain yourself with things. Do things. Whatever. Don´t stand doing nothing. You walk, run and you play with Vilk. Sometimes you swim in the middle of the clouds in the skies above of you that you find on your way. Alone or with a boy. Me. I. Me & You. You & I swimming in pleasant running fresh waters. Love. Love, we think it is it. What we feel for each other. Love. You think... you read, it´s a passion of yours. You write on the pages of your diary the things that are going on in your mind. That you have in mind...

Play games. Observe, sense and feel. Play with things, with nature. With and in the place where you are. Read and make scrabbles and crosswords with what surrounds you. Play with letters, with maps, with Odyssey, with roads and trails. So many valleys, rivers, hills and mountains out there that have come to you, into your adventurous path. 

What you gonna do if not to play with it? With something? With things when you are and you feel all alone and needy?

As long as you play, learn and have fun with it. You do something, you play and you live things even when you are alone. You live your life. With what and who you got. Not me. You have me if you want. You don´t need to ask anything to me. You just have to show me the, to tell it to me that you love me and I... I´ ll jump on you o__0 with all my soul and love.

How many times did you find yourself all alone and talking and playing with nature and with the close ones that weren´t with you in those moments? All alone but talking to nature and to your friends? If you had someone by your side you would be talking and playing the same things and others in the same way as well differently with that someone. Which is always way better than doing it all alone. How many times? I´m very sure of it. Many, many times. You beautiful girl. Love you.

You need to have a boyfriend. A boyfriend. A boyfriend and a place to live. I´ll drive Odyssey and us into that somewhere place. Make your choice and take a chance while i´m still alive.

Are you alone?

If you are.

With who do you walk, talk and play?

With yourself. With the nature, With what surrounds you. With the place where you may be and that you like to be. You play and you are not different from me and from many other people.

Don´t care about of what others may say. You know there are some sun glasses watching you. Sometimes you talk to them on propose. Other times you just cross to the other side of the street. You don´t give a shit of what others may think and say about you. You just do your things. You play and to play is good.

 

That is what´s going on.

I´m not in trouble. The thing is that i´m chained here for to long. If i hadn´t to go back 30 miles every time I go camping somewhere, for sure at this moment I'd be doing and living all the things that i have in mind and that I really want to do and not doing what i´ve been doing. Nothing. Butt wet, i can´t. No tools. So, I pass my time playing with what i have. Nothing. Nothing but me and only me. And with you there. Yeah, I play the illusion with you.

I don´t have anything else to do here but elsewhere. Everything.

NGR

Hotel Tivoli

N G R

Avenida da Liberdade - Liberty Avenue

Tivoli Theater

Shall we danse?

NG see you, you see NG.

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Lisa Stansfield - All Around the World

I don't know where my baby is But I'll find him, somewhere, somehow I've got to let him know how much I care I'll never give up looking for my baby Been around the world and I, I, I I can't find my baby I don't know when, I don't know why Why he's gone away And I don't know where he can be, my baby But I'm gonna find him We had a quarrel and I let myself go I said so many things, things he didn't know And I was, oh, oh, so bad I don't think he's coming back, mm, mhm He gave the reason, the reasons he should go And he said things he hadn't said before And he was, oh, oh, so mad And I don't think he's coming back, coming back I did too much lying Wasted too much time Now I'm here and crying, I, I, I Been around the world and I, I, I I can't find my baby I don't know when, I don't know why Why he's gone away And I don't know where he can be, my baby But I'm gonna find him So open hearted, he never did me wrong I was the one, the weakest one of all And now I'm, oh, oh, so sad I don't think he's coming back, coming back I did too much lying Wasted too much time Now I'm here and crying, I, I, I Been around the world and I, I, I I can't find my baby I don't know when, I don't know why Why he's gone away And I don't know where he can be, my baby But I'm gonna find him Been around the world and I, I, I I can't find my baby I don't know when, I don't know why Why he's gone away And I don't know where he can be, my baby But I'm gonna find him I'm going to find him, my baby I did too much lying Wasted too much time Now I'm here and crying, I, I, I Been around the world and I, I, I I can't find my baby I don't know when, I don't know why Why he's gone away And I don't know where he can be, my baby But I'm gonna find him I've been around the world Looking for my baby Been around the world And I'm gonna, I'm gonna find him Been around the world and I, I, I I can't find my baby I don't know when, I don't know why Why he's gone away And I don't know where he can be, my baby

Change

                              Lisbon

If I could change the way I live my life today I wouldn't change a single thing 'Cause if I changed my world into another place I wouldn't see your smiling face I'll always be there And I'll always care Honey don't you worry, there's nothing to worry for 'Cause if I didn't love you, I wouldn't be here now And if I didn't want you, I would have turned around by now You've got to believe me, babe, believe that I love you so 'Cause if I didn't love you, I would have turned around And if I didn't want you, then I would want you out, ooh This love, this love has filled me up Ooh, my love, I'll never give you up 'Cause I'll always want your love If I could change the way I live my life today I wouldn't change a single thing 'Cause if I changed my world into another place I wouldn't see your smiling face Believing is the answer, the answer to all your fears When I first said I loved you, I went in for the kill Now when I say I love you, I mean I always will This love, this love has filled me up Ooh, my love, I'll never give you up 'Cause I'll always want your love If I could change the way I live my life today I wouldn't change a single thing This love, this love has filled me up My love, I'll never give you up 'Cause I'll always want your love If I could change the way I live my life today I wouldn't change a single thing 'Cause if I change my world into another place I wouldn't see your smiling face Ooh, If I could change the way I live my life today I wouldn't change a single thing 'Cause if I change my world into another place I wouldn't see your smiling face You, only you can do, my love My sweet, my very, ooh 'Cause if I change

 The Real Thing

Never mind the stars in the sky Never mind the when and the why Got a feelin' higher than high This is the real thing This is the real thing No more livin' in shame And I'm not gonna run or gonna hide away No more tellin' all those lies It's been too long No more livin' in chains No, I don't give a damn what the people say There's no use holdin' back desire We've burnt our fingers now let's jump into the flames Never mind the stars in the sky Never mind the when and the why Got a feelin' higher than high This is the real thing Never mind the rain and the storm We'll keep each other warm We got somethin' stronger than strong This is the real thing Gonna walk out hand in hand So let them criticize 'cause they don't understand We've got nothin' to hide It's just love I've had enough of shy So let's go out and show them what we have inside There's no use holdin' back desire We've burnt our fingers now let's jump into the fire Never mind the stars in the sky Never mind the when and the why Got a feelin' higher than high This is the real thing Never mind the rain and the storm We'll keep each other warm We got somethin' stronger than strong This is the real thing Never mind the stars in the sky Never mind them, babe (this is the real thing) Never mind the when and the why (never mind, never mind) Never mind the stars in the sky (ooh, ooh, baby) (This is the real thing) I've got a feeling that I just can't hide Ooh, what you do to me, baby Ooh, what you do to me, baby This is the real thing Never mind the stars in the sky Never mind the when and the why (never mind) Got a feelin' higher than high This is the real thing (this is the real thing) Never mind the rain and the storm We'll keep each other warm (ooh, so warm)) We got somethin' stronger than strong This is the real thing (oh, this is the real thing) Never mind the stars in the sky This is the real thing What you do, what you do Keep doing it, doing it to me (this is the real thing) Never mind the stars in the sky Keep doing it, doing it to me (this is the real thing) 'Cause I've got a feeling that's higher than high Never mind the stars in the sky Never mind the when and the why Got a feelin' higher than high Never mind Never mind what people may say They can take this away And I'm gonna try, I say hey This is the real thing Never mind the stars in the sky No, no, no, no (never mind the rain in the cloud) Never mind, never mind (Never mind the stars in the sky) No, don't babe Don't, don't babe (Never mind the rain in the cloud)

Someday I´m Coming Back

Someday, I'm coming back and it won't be long Before you call me and tell me to come home Someday, I'm coming back and it won't be long Before I'm home, home and in your arms What did I do, my darling, that made you send me running Told you to cast me down and throw me out? What can I tell you, honey, if I don't know what I've done? All I can hope is that you ask me to come back home Someday, I'm coming back and it won't be long Before you call me and tell me to come home Someday, I'm coming back and it won't take long Before I'm home, home and in your arms Even in stormy weather, we always stuck together You always kept me near, we're so sincere So why so sudden, the change of heart Why do I feel like I've done wrong? When all that I want is that you ask me to come back home Someday, I'm coming back and it won't be long Before you call me and tell me to come home Someday, I'm coming back and it won't be long Before I'm home, home and in your arms Someday, someway (I never wanted anyone so much) Someday, someway (Ooh, baby, baby) Someday, someway So why so sudden, the change of heart Why do I feel like I've done wrong? When all that I want is that you ask me to come back home Someday, I'm coming back and it won't be long Before you call me and tell me to come home Someday, I'm coming back and it won't be long Before I'm home, home and in your arms, in your arms Someday, someway Someday, someway (Ooh, call me, baby, oh oh oh) Someday, someway

Believe me. Together we can get there. Where there´s no...