Writing thoughts.

 

At the time that she had to be held there was no one there to hold her. She was and is alone. It´s too late. She´s lost. Lost in life.

The devil was burning her soul and her body. She is weak. She is a women. Still growing and learning things about life. The world is a wild world. She has needs and needs care. She needs to have someone by her side. Daily. She was alone, hungry, angry and desperate. Whoever come in, no matter who, would have some. Some starving creature, like she was. Like she is. Like every woman. Every human being. The temptation was and is stronger than her. She fell. Due to substances and the devils´s fireworks. She went down. It was visible and without any doubt it was clear.

 She went down butt she´s smiling. She´s under the influences and she likes to be. She´s under influences and it will take some time to recover. 

After the crime, she hides herself. She gets out of the running trails. She says nothing. Then she appears from nowhere with sand in her sandals and with a cheap story on her social media. 

Who doesn't like something that makes you crawl, scratch the walls, moan, shake, scream and jump to the other side of the walls?

Who does not like to have a little bit of everything that is part of fun, adventure and a glass of wine. 

The viagra is in the drawer.

Half an hour later it start to make effect. On and on.

It stays outside walls.

The garage. Yeah, here.

Too 👽 and too stoned to celebrate something. To feel and to remember what might have happened or not.

I´m sure that the oil was a bomb shell to the brain. Voilá. It was visible.

Are you here or not? oEYESo

I think that now you are definitely here. 

G - Where would you like to tattoo my name on your skin. 

E - PY

G - Thank you. I would love it if my name was in such a luxurious place.

Please, in a place where i can lay, touch, feel you and rest in peace.

E - I like you, I want you and i want what you want.

G - My Stories? 

E - Yes. Stories like those that you write, say and do.

What am I doing here and not there with her?

She knows who you are today. She knows something.

Well, I know who I am today and the reasons why.

I´m trying to understand her and to understand myself. What we are, what we write, say, do and why. And things seem to be so easy to say, to explain. If there´s anything to explain. But i´m sure there´s a lot to do for me to be who i really am. To be myself. Who I was and who I am. I know what I want to be and what I want to do. To do. But to do the fucking things I need the fucking tools. And I fucking dont have it. It have been the fucking thing that´s keeping me here for so long.

From my side things seem to be simple and clear. I know who I was, who I´m being today and who I can be and do tomorrow. On her side, things are a little more, not complicated, but a more delicate subject. I´ve being slapping her. The truthful true. Well, she needs to be slapped in her lovely. She is a delicate subject and she has to be treated as such. But for that I have to be with her. If she wants to. I´m sure that things will be different. I'll be different. A little bit different from what I'm being today for her. I´ve been a love for her and at the same time i´ve been slapping her lovely. Why? Well, I think she has with her some of the answers that can give the answers to the questions.

If i ever present something to you, an excuse me for loving you and being slapping your lovely. I´ll do it personally. Not here.

My missteps and grammatical errors with you.

Between two walls there´s a door.

 In the middle

  A Door You Eva

Between two worlds

You & I

We´ll colide 

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TRAIN ROLL ON, ON DOWN THE LINE WON’T YOU PLEASE TAKE ME FAR AWAY? NOW I FEEL THE WIND BLOW OUTSIDE MY DOOR MEANS I’M LEAVING MY WOMAN BEHIND TUESDAY’S GONE WITH THE WIND MY BABY’S GONE WITH THE WIND AND I DON’T KNOW WHERE I’M GOING I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE WELL, WHEN THIS TRAIN ENDS I’LL TRY AGAIN BUT I’M LEAVING MY WOMAN AT HOME TUESDAY’S GONE WITH THE WIND TUESDAY’S GONE WITH THE WIND TUESDAY’S GONE WITH THE WIND MY BABY’S GONE WITH THE WIND TRAIN ROLL ON MANY MILES FROM MY HOME SEE, I’M RIDING MY BLUES AWAY TUESDAY, YOU SEE, SHE HAD TO BE FREE BUT SOMEHOW I’VE GOT TO CARRY ON TUESDAY’S GONE WITH THE WIND TUESDAY’S GONE WITH THE WIND TUESDAY’S GONE WITH THE WIND MY BABY’S GONE WITH THE WIND

You are going to run a marathon in the next few days. 

Three days ago you hide yourself inside a mrrors box.

There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer?) There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer?) And he's bucking, and braying, and pawing at the floor (How much longer?) And he's howling with pain, crawling up the walls (How much longer?) There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer?) And he's weak with evil and broken by the world (How much longer?) And he's shouting your name and asking for more (How much longer?) There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer?) Loverman! Since the world began Forever, Amen 'Til end of time Take off that dress I'm coming down I'm your loverman 'Cause I am, what I am, what I am, what I am, what I am L is for LOVE, baby O is for ONLY you that I do V is for loving VIRTUALLY EVERYTHING that you are E is for loving almost EVERYTHING that you do R is for RAPE me M is for MURDER me A is for ANSWERING all of my prayers N is for KNOWING Your loverman's going To be the answer to all of yours Loverman! 'Til the bitter end While the empires burn down Forever and ever and ever ever Amen I'm your loverman So help me, baby So help me, baby 'Cause I am, what I am, what I am, what I am, what I am I'm your loverman! There's a devil crawling along your floor (How much longer?) There's a devil crawling along your floor (How much longer?) With a trembling heart, he's coming through your door (How much longer?) With his straining sex in his jumping paw (How much longer?) There's a devil crawling along your floor (How much longer?) And he's old and he's stupid and He's hungry and he's sore And he's blind and he's lame And he's dirty and he's poor Gimme more, gimme more, gimme more Gimme more, gimme more, gimme more (How much longer?) There's a devil crawling along your floor Loverman! Here I stand Forever, Amen 'Cause I am, what I am, what I am, what I am, what I am Forgive me, baby My hands are tied And I got no choice No, no, no, no I got no choice at all I'll say it again L is for LOVE, baby O is for O yes I do V is for VIRTUE, so I ain't gonna hurt you E is for EVEN if you want me to R is for RENDER unto me, baby M is for that which is MINE A is for ANY old how, darling And N is for ANY old time Loverman! I got a masterplan To take off your dress And be your man be your man Seize the throne Seize the mantle Seize that crown 'Cause I am, what I am, what I am, what I am plus I am I'm your loverman! There's a devil laying by your side (How much longer?) There's a devil laying by your side (How much longer?) You might think he's asleep But take a look at his eyes (How much longer?) And he wants you, darling, to be his bride (How much longer?) There's a devil laying by your side (How much longer?) Loverman, loverman, loverman I'll be your loverman 'til the end of the time 'Til the empires burn down forever, amen I'll be your loverman, I'll be your loverman I'm your loverman, I'm your loverman Yeah, I'm your loverman, I'm your loverman Loverman, I'm your loverman I'm your loverman, I'm your loverman Yeah, I'm your loverman, yes, I'm your loverman Loverman, loverman, loverman forever, amen Loverman

MERDA

All this and something else that´s not yet out of the closet it´s the true and only butt the true. It´s what come to tone.

G - E you tell me.

You there, me here.

This is a beautiful piece of shit.

MERDA