Thoughts

 

Sit down next to me

Sun and Eagle

To love somebody, to hold, to handle, to care.

No, she´s not balance. Is she alright´ No she isn´t.

My point of view and opinion is that she isn´t balance and alright.

Physically and mentally, she´s not well.

Saying and doing things not so well and not so right. Acts, behaviors and reactions.

They boost her. They fire her up to the bones. Influencing her, decontrolling her to get in control and to do their job.

It´s not fear. It´s the insecurities that you have. Some personal issues that you have. And also there are some FT reasons why you don´t jump into a more "serious" relationship.

As much time pass, as much it gona be more difficult for you to make a choice and to take a decision for your future life. In reality you´ve been living alone. Not giving space and place for a relationship. Time runs fast.

How much longer are you going to be travelling´

You like love to do it. It is one of your dreams. It is adventuring and a challenge to you.

Isn´t time to make a break on your travels´

Beside the traveling adventure. How much longer are you going to be a single´

What are you planing to do in your life´

  Soon or later you´re going to live in a house.

Yes, as much as you like Odyssey, there´s no place like home. You need a place and a home to live and you´ll have it.

Stop the travelling. You´ll have all the time in the world to make other adventure travels and to have some leisure outdoors.

That kind of expensive stuff is unecessary and it is not important. It will not bring more happiness to your life. However, people like decors. And a decoration can be... harmonious, pleasant and can give you the harmony, the tranquility and the peace to live life pleasantly... at home. As long as you feel well inside of your own house. If you can have it, why not to have a statue in the middle of your room, in the living room, on the roof and in the gardens of your house. Some paintings and some boards on the walls and some other decorations can be pleasant too. You can decorate your house in the way you would like to be decorated.

Living in a house and having the necessary and essencials it´s enough to live pleasantly and to be happy in your own house. 

Years will pass and you´ll realise that the expensive stuff did not brought more happiness into your life but the essentials, the simple things and of course the person that live or lived with you.

Confort, harmonious ambience, a good meal and leisure are some of the goods for the well being. To live life pleasantly and to be happy.

Having and living in a house is one of the greatest things to do in our life time.

I don´t want to go too much further on this issue. Your incoming come from your social media... What could you do without your travelling incoming´

Invest 100 200 300 k in a piece of land, in a house and tools. 

If for some reason you will want to leave the place, the house and me, put the homestead on sale. 80% at least, if you can´t sell it for more. 80% of what you´ve invested will not be a big issue. Will not make a big difference. Just one year of your incoming pay all the 100 200 300 k investment and the expenses. If i had the main tool for sure i wasn´t here, for sure i would do it for me, i would invest on it and in you. You know i like love you.

You are pretty interesting and an intelligent person. I know you can do many interesting, good, pretty and amazing things.

Qualification, you have it. You can always find a powered job.

Insecurities and wounds.

Tell me about it. Maybe i can give you some strength, some support and help you. Maybe i can heal some of your wounds.

Odyssey is not the right place to have a dog. Is not the right place for Vilk to live. Vilk did not come in the right time of your life. However i think it was an important thing that you did for you at this time of your life. To have a friend on your side, by your side, to handle you, to talk and to play with you was and is importante for you. You need it. As you said, things didn´t went so easy as you  thought it would be. Because it´s not so easy to take care of a dog. It was and it´s hard for you. Took and take a lot of your precious time and patience.

But Vilk have been your companion, your friend and with who you can express something to someone, With who you can talk and play with.

The way you take care of Vilk and the way you talk and play with him, shows how much do you need to have a boyfriend. Shows how much you could live with a boyfriend. Shows how much the birth of a child, your child, will bring to your life. It will be the edge of everything that you have lived so far in your life.

I C U

Vilk is in mam´s plans and is here. Is there´

Who doesn´t want to play with a girl´ Specially with a beautiful lonely hungry angry girl´

So, a boyfriend and a place to live.

Do it

N G likes loves you

Kisses

NGR