Merda

 

No, you did not run all alone in Baja.

Everywhere you´ve been since you left your home you were never alone. Sometimes with some distance and with some space giving to you but they were always there with you. Still are and will be for a long time.

The television channels. Your work at the time. The countries where you travel. Where you have been. Where you are now. The places you visit and the places where you stay. The cabins, the airbnb and the motel rooms. The meetings. The people, the communities, costumes and sets. The families that you met. The social. They were always there with you. It was them who put and got you there. Who took you there, who guided and dealt you. The things you did, do and that you´re doing. Everywhere. Everywhere.

They were and they are there. They are not there to kill you. It´s their job that is important for them. Their sickness and disease. Scientology. The brain.

Once again, to do their job they have to fire up, to dirt and to burn out. It didn´t happen and isn´t happening at the present moment. With substances and fireworks and with prizes and awards in the middle. Of course you like it. Who doesnt and wouldn´t like to get high and to have fun´ You may be different, beautiful being, beautiful, adventurous, wild, a piece of shit but you are not different from other people that like beer, sweet candy cakes and sex. That like to travel, to camp in the wild side of life. If anything happens on the way, drugs, that they use, out of mind, temptation. doing things that in a normal state of mind you wouldn´t do it, unconsciousness, an accident, a death, it wash and cleans their job and them. 

There are damages in you. That are visible and others that are not. Mental and physical effects. The metamorphose, the change in you it´s in it´s crucial and prime stage. And only a few years have passe since you left your home

And you are not the only one with whom they have been working on. There are many others with whom they have been working on. Doing their job.