If

 Gil

I believe in myself.

I know who I am. 

Who I was and who I am today.

Who I can be and what I can and could do. 

If.

Her.

It´s just another illusion of mine.

She is real. True.

Interesting. True.

Beautiful. True.

Her name is Gil.

I would caress her. Touch her. Hell her. Slap her arse being and her beauty.

That´s what runs in my thought. True.

I believe I am someone. That i can do things with her and for her. I believe in myself and I believe that I can be and will be someone for her.

If i didnt believe in myself what would I be doing here.

If I dont believe in myself who will´

Many of those things happen. Were real.

They have been present since a long time ago.