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Montreal Niagara NY

NGR room door  37

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Will she jump on me at Long Beach?

Is she jumping on me? Jumping in fresh waters with me?

River

I´m just saying things. Writing things.

None of this is true. None of this happened and isnt happening. 

None of the things that i´m just saying, writing on my blogs is what I think and what I feel about it and about her. I´m just writing and saying things.

I´ve been playing an ilusional game. Unreal. Something that is not real. However i´m playing, living and loving the illusion. Playing a game called love. Eva is the name of the game. NGR is the name of her game. She´s playing it.

She gave me a kiss. Shit. Shit it is all this stupid thing.

My life was empty. My thoughts were empty, when suddenly from nowhere she came in to my life with an open mind and with her legs open. She ask me to kiss her. I kissed her in my room. She ask me to slap her lovely ass because she was doing things to me. Those things that she loves so much to do. She loves to play with people. Not just with me. She loves to play games with people. The things she does and loves to do to me. I slapped her lovely right there where she´s lying now. 

I´m saying, love is for suckers, she´s sucking me.

Life sucks. She´s petrified like a stone out there in the wild and all alone, needy and out of her being. Doing funny things to herself, to others and to me.

Life sucks but it´s alright. I´m good. I feel fine. I can live with it. Everything is ok in this is a shit land.

No, she´s jumping on another boy´s ass. Which is fucking great. A great fucking feeling in NGR land.

Look at her and listen what she´s saying. She´s remembering what i told to her. Stop the travelling. Find a piece of land. A companion. Build a relationship and a home. Have kids. Live life.

Look at her, she´s smiling, a strange smile... but she´s smiling.

None of this is true. None of this has happened and isnt happening.

I didnt said no to North America. To the Americans. I´m saying no to Sam. Sam is a clown.

Unfortunately her choice is not a just saying things. She thinks she made a bad decision of not listening what i say to her.

I dont love her. She doesnt listen to me.

Dont go to North America. She doesnt listen to me.

Everything I say to her. What to do and what not to do. What I think she should do and shouldnt do. She fucking does absolutely the opposite. Dont burn Odyssey. She´s burning the roads, the trails, the wheels and Odyssey. Dont burn your amazing adventurous travel. She´s burning Eva, herself. Her person, her personality and her being. Someone is doing it. Not me. Did it. Not me. Is doing it, Not me. She doesnt listen to me, she listens her gardian angels that are burning her to the bones and into ashes in a couple of months. She´s already burned out. The good is to come. She´ll not regret a single thing for the rest of her life. Butt it´s good to be chained for the rest of life. Doing social service and being alive for the socials that are following her personal story since the ages of time. A prime time for the socials and a breakthrough for science.

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Are you playing with me or whit someone else?

Well my girl. Kisses kisses kisses. It will always be your choice. Wherever you would like to kiss me, I would like you kiss me. You beautiful girl.

If she would like to be with me and to kiss me she still has the choice and a chance to do it. I´m still alive.

I would love it. I´m seriously serious.

My beautiful girl. I love her.

And i´m not just writing and saying things. I´m writing and saying the truthful true.

Well, i gonna let her think for a while.

She´ll make a decision. 

Time will tell if she pops or not.

If it will be noisy or not. If it pops or not.

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