Whatever.
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Living on your own but alone. Alone in the true meaning of the word. Living things without a real meaning. Living temporary and meaningless things. Living of things that are not palpable, true. Here and there, adventuring the crowds with your unconscious, anxious and lost soul and body. Majestic my thoughts. Majesty in my thoughts. You o.
It´s what you are living. It´s what you are living for in this moment of your life. Shit. More than it, it´s a pure coincidence with somebody else life. Are you that somebody? I don´t think you are. I don´t know anymore who you really are. What kind of a person, of a woman are you? Your being? A coincidence that happen before and it´s happening now. Nothing more than it. I know. I think I know the tons of coincidences and bricks who have barred thy way on this great adventurous journey of yours. I think about it and I would like to know. Things are complicated and will be hard to understand. I would like so much to know your stories. I would love to be sit by your side one day, listening to you.
In the other day i was reading in your eyes one of your thoughts.
Reading and seeing a tree growing is like seeing your close one. Is like seeing tomorrow. Is like seeing tomorrow growing. Is like seeing me waking up with you by my side in the forest deadbed.
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Living alone but on your own. Doing things by yourself and to yourself. With a saw in your hand, doing that what da f * is that thing. I´d love to see you doing the thing. I must reach you. I must be with you. I want and I desire it so much. I have to live it with you. Even being dead and with open arms to hug you. Please close the curtain. Close your eyes and think of me.
Living by your own, By your own means.
It's what's been worth it to you. That´s keeping you there. If it wasn't for that you wouldn't have been around for a long time. Because there would be and there are many other things to do. Many other things you would have to do. Things like finding a job, someone and a place to live.
You are living your reality. You are living the life of those that have been there making your reality.
You live alone. Why?
You live in solitude. Why?
You live homeless. Why?
You adventure. Why?
Are you living your adventure?
You adventure with dogs. why?
You adventure with dogs without race who come across you in the streets where you pass. Why?
Hit me with a saw if it´s not true. Or kiss me if it´s nothing but the truth.
Because you are alone and needy. Because you need care. And the reality is that you don´t really have it. So, you are living short. And not as long as I think and sure that you can be and live.
You choose adventure as a way of life.
You choose a nomadic, homeless and lonely life.
You choose living life from adventures.
I chose fortune as a way of life.
For me the fortune, the longevity and the meaning of my life. I chose someone to be my life. Living someone life i live my life.
I chose a place to live my life. I live my life living the place that i chose.
I chose family.
You choose someone and the place.
I chose life and death to be part of me. To be part of my being, of my life and of my presence on earth.
Whatever.
Keep doing your things.
It doesn't have much meaning here. I'm not living it. You are living and i don´t really know what. Do you know in reality and in true what you are really living?
Things don´t mean to much here. I´m not living it.
It hurts a little, true. Butt wet i can live with it.
You´ll do whatever you want to do. Whatever you have to do. You´ll go wherever you want to go. Wherever you´ll have to go.
Don´t leave me without it. Before i do it to you.
Please, do what i´m asking to you to do. Let me kiss your dead arse.
Let me be and talk with you. Let me touch and feel you.
Do you want to kiss me?
Everybody knows Everybody knows That's how it goes Everybody knows Everybody knows Everybody knows That's how it goes Oh, everybody knows Everybody knows Everybody knows That's how it goes Everybody knows Everybody knows Everybody knows
Things that I think I understood well.
That´s how it goes in my mind.
Things that are yours. Things that you write, say and do.
That´s how it goes in your mind.
Things i should and should not say.
That´s how it goes in my mind.
Things i should do and i don´t.
That´s how it goes in my mind.
The place where i have to be and i´m not.
That´s how it goes in my mind.
The being i have to be with and i´m not with you.
That´s how it goes in my mind.
Things.
The being i have to talk, touch and feel.
That´s how it goes in my mind.
Things I want to say but I don´t say.
That i don´t want to talk about.
Things, your things that i don´t want to know.
That i want to know.
That i would like you told me.
That´s how it goes.
That´s how the story goes with me and you.
Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord He is tramping out the vintage where the grapes of wrath are stored He has loosed the fateful lightning of His terrible swift sword Our God is marching on Glory glory, hallelujah Glory glory, hallelujah Glory glory, hallelujah His truth is marching on In the beauty of the lilies, Christ was born across the sea With the glory in His bosom that transfigures you and me He died to make men holy, let us die to make men free Our God is marching on Glory glory, hallelujah Glory glory, hallelujah Glory glory, hallelujah His truth is marching on Glory glory, hallelujah Glory glory, hallelujah Glory glory, hallelujah His truth is marching on Glory glory, hallelujah Glory glory, hallelujah Glory glory, hallelujah His truth is marching on
I know that I don´t know nothing. Just the artfacts that you write, say an do.
Do it with me.
You choose living life from adventures.
Not wrong for you. ´Cause in the middle of it there are some things that you call it an adventure. That you call it fun. Well, wrong for me. Seeing you out there all alone having fun. I want you to have fun. Adventure is good. Please, venture out and have fun with me. Please me, I´ll please you.
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