Pumpkins

 

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Do we have a little something´

Don´t tell that´s lethal!

This smile is not the same as when you´re aiming for something.

This smile is different. It´s kinda of sad. Kinda of a sad feeling. I sense it.

So So So what´ What´s there´ Who´s there´ 

There´s curve. And much more of nothing. A passage. There was nothing in there. Just a moment of loneliness and hungryness.

I talk with you and i kiss you with all the details. Does it make a story coming out from a curve passage´ Or it´s all about balls´ And about a little fun here and there on a beach´

Your smile it´s sad and without blues.

It´s a story about dogs left all alone in a desert. 

I´m just writing stupid thoughts and stupid things. I sense it.

 I like to write too. I know, i know, not as much as you like to write. Not as much as cultural, literal, lyrical and sophisticate as you write in your papers.

I´m learning and improving. I´m always trying to improve my messages.

Oh shit. All my Pumpkin and little things are a crap.

Be there, love me, hate me. Whatever.

Any way

I´ll be here, you´ll be there on your travel adventure, all alone, having fun, doing, saying and writing things to piss me off.

Good

Love you

Kisses

NGR

The Smashing Pumpkins - Tonight, Tonight

Time is never time at all You can never ever leave Without leaving a piece of youth And our lives are forever changed We will never be the same The more you change, the less you feel Believe Believe in me Believe, believe That life can change That you're not stuck in vain We're not the same, we're different Tonight Tonight Tonight, so bright Tonight Tonight And you know you're never sure But you're sure you could be right If you held yourself up to the light And the embers never fade In your city by the lake The place where you were born Believe Believe in me Believe, believe In the resolute urgency of now And if you believe there's not a chance Tonight Tonight Tonight, so bright Tonight Tonight We'll crucify the insincere tonight (Tonight) We'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight (Tonight) We'll find a way to offer up the night (Tonight) The indescribable moments of your life (Tonight) The impossible is possible tonight (Tonight) Believe in me as I believe in you 

Tonight Tonight, tonight Tonight Tonight

Tonight you´ll be a strawberry in me room

You like me when i´m drunk. So you want me drunk.

Just like a drunk strawberry drinking your lips.

The Thirst for Love.

You pray for it.

You ask for it´.

You hope to see me drunk in love´s drunkenness sliding doors.

Like a bird in a cage, i´m a lonely and an hungry pumpkin in the wilderness jail.

You whistle and you sing to me.

Not every time with a smile.

You balance and you balance.

For a tasty meat.

Tomorrow we´ll see where you gonna be. What and who you gonna be. What you´re going to drink and to eat.

We´ll see with who you´re going to dance. We never know.

Who you´re going to get drunk. I don´t know.

Me please. With you inside your lady. Inside your meaningful home with wheels. 

We´re not going to do anything together. Just talk.

A secret that can´t be good. For me.

It´s complicated. Things aren´t always simple and easy to tell and to explain. When and if there´s anything to say and much more to tell in detail about this little and lethal story that i´ve been loving in me room.

I watch you live on tv

Oh God, it´s fucking stunning.

That bush of yours.

The motion and the locomotion.

So me and so you.

Doing, doing, doing. Pleasuring each other. 

This story is an illusion. Unreal. 

You are an illusion, unreal. 

I am an illusion, unreal. 

It´s passionnante.

Do you understand my blogging. My messages´

You tease me. You make my willy lift off and i do it in my room. True.

Believe me not, it´s an unbelievable and romantic story.

Please, please me. Get me drunk and let me get in.

I´m kissing you

I´m slapping your arse.

I´m kissing you

Kisses

Do you understand me´ 

Do you understand the things you do to me and the things you make me say, write and do´ The reasons why i like love you´ Why i´m loving you in me room. Trugerks´

Do you understand what you say, write and do´

I know, i think i know how much you love it. It´s in you, in your being. You like love these things. You do it because you like to piss me off.

Me love, you are so so so beautiful. Just like me.

Thank you Eva, for the illusion, for the unreality and the fantasy, for all the love that you´ve been showing and giving to me. It really means a lot to me.

I FUCKING LOVE YOU IN ME ROOM. TRUE.

Motion of Love

Hey listen, treasure You know I'm waiting for you I want some pleasure I love those things that you do (Do you know what you want?) Oh, yes I do (Do you know how to get it?) You know that it's true I know what I want and I know how to get it So come on, baby, let's do it again I feel your motion of love I feel the motion of love I feel the motion of love I feel your motion of love Pretty angel You've got a rhythm that's blue You could not measure This love I feel for you (Do you know what you want?) Oh, yes I do (Do you know how to get it?) You know that it's true I know what I want and I know how to get it So come on, angel, let's share it I feel your motion of love I feel the motion of love I feel the motion of love I feel your motion of love I just wanna kiss, just wanna kiss Your lips, your lips I wanna kiss, I wanna kiss Just a bit like this, oh yes I want some pleasure I'll dance over you You little treasure You know our world is blue (Do you know what you want?) Oh, yes I do (Do you know how to get it?) You know that I do I know what I want and I know how to get it So come on, baby, let's share it I feel your motion of love I feel the motion of love I feel the motion of love I feel your motion of love Motion of love Motion of love I feel the motion of love I feel your motion of love, yes yeah Motion of love Motion of your love (it's just a kiss) Motion of love I feel motion of your love

Wait to see me naked.

Thank you for the Enlightenment that you´re bringing to my life.

´

👽

Me room

You tease me. My willy lifts and then i do some painting.

You are an inspiration to me. A good book to be read. Word by word. Accent by accent. Page by page, T´ll its last thought and dot.

Not a single waste of time.

Precious illusion

You'll rescue me right? In the exact same way they never did I'll be happy right? When your healing powers kick in You'll complete me right? Then my life can finally begin I'll be worthy right? Only when you realize the gem I am? But this won't work now the way it once did And I won't keep it up even though I would love to Once I know who I'm not then I'll know who I am But I know I won't keep on playing the victim These precious illusions in my head Did not let me down when I was defenseless And parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends This ring will help me yet As will you knight in shining armor This pill will help me yet As will these boys gone through like water But this won't work as well as the way it once did 'Cause I want to decide between survival and bliss And though I know who I'm not I still don't know who I am But I know I won't keep on playing the victim These precious illusions in my head Did not let me down when I was a kid And parting with them is like parting with a childhood best friend I've spent so long firmly looking outside me I've spent so much time living in survival mode But this won't work now the way it once did 'Cause I want to decide between survival and bliss And though I know who I'm not I still don't know who I am But I know I won't keep on playing the victim These precious illusions in my head Did not let me down when I was defenseless And parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends These precious illusions in my head Did not let me down when I was a kid And parting with them is like parting with a childhood best friend

Do you love me´ Do you hate me´ Do you want to meet with me in one of these little lethal days´ Do you want to know me in person´ Friend to friend´ 

I´ll delete all the messages above on this post as soon as i can.

It´s much more than a simple story.

I ´m not sure if you´ll love me, if in one lethal day you´ll sing the singing song and dance the dancing dance with me.

"My soul is from elsewhere."

iNTO THE fIRE

Give it to me slow, give now to me Scream in my ear giving life to me Come feel confusion, it's illusion, it aint real Your love, your lust, could never feel the fear in my eyes Oh I come to steal, give it all to you, give it all to me Give into the fire, don't blame it on me Your devil's your desire now, no, ain't no shame on me Give into the fire, get down on your knees And feed your desire, don't tell it, don't tell it to me Your lust I can feel, don't cry my name I don't wanna hear it, your passion your pain My name is fate and I don't claim to be real I take it all from you, give it all to me Give into the fire, don't blame it on me Your devil's your desire now, no, ain't no shame on me Give into the fire, get down on your knees I don't want you to love me, no, just give it all, give it all to me Lay down in the fire, you gave it to me Reach down in desire for my shame, ain't nothing to me Advance unto a liar, never gonna see Advance into a lie and try and see me for what you thought I'd be My soul is my loss, tell me what you will Say it, say if it's all you'll need, say if that's your belief Can you tell me that you don't need, say that you don't bleed You're burning up, up, up, save your up, up, up Take me up, up, up, celebrate me You need to take me, you need to thank me Give into the fire, don't blame it on me The devil's your desire now, no, ain't no shame on me Give into the fire, get down on your knees I don't want you to love me, no, just give it all, give it all to me

Illusion

SHIT

u ev curve to all

u crawl over all of them

Do me a favor Dend over me

IT´S NOT YOUR FAULT. MUCH LESS MY FAULT.