YOU GIRL

 YOU KNOW I LIKE LOVE YOU. DON´T YOU´

Hello, could you please love me a little bit

Hello, could you please hate me a little bit.

Could you please make me angry with you a little bit more.

Show me your anger.

Show me your loving. 

Tell me, write in a straight line and with a simple phrase that you like love me or that you hate me.

A little bit stressed and nervous. Because you always go there before you make a speech like this one. Sad, because of the step you´re going to make. A break. Uncertain of what are you going to do. Excited and in somehow happy with yourself on your Youtube break speech. Weren´t you´ Yes you were. As always, when you´re going to make a speech like this one on your social media. Remember the looser speech and others. On this speech you were in the same state of mind. However this time you were beautiful and a little bit more yourself. Eva you are beautiful. 

The looser

Well, that night you didn´t sleep well because it was raining rain drops under the cabin where you were hosted. 

On this Youtube break speech the words flowed so quickly and for a few seconds the scenery strangely changed into unknown places and into unknown thoughts. Her places, her thoughts and messages. Because... she was in an empty and uncertain place and moment when she made this video. 

Her speech did not made me know the real reason why she´s going to make a break on her youtube channel.

And the tears came in. I know she loves her work. What´s challenging her or who´s blackmailing threatening her´  

A mind rest and time to reorganize her life and her work will be good for her.

I think this break will be and will give time for reflection. A door, a passage for what she really wants to do at this moment of her life. Which is to have fun and to find love. Which she already had it. She wants to give place and space to find the one.

She wants to do better. She wants to do a good work on her social media.

Things are burning. She´s burning. I´m burning innocent angel wings.

She is a bunny out of her lair. Out of the top hat.

Insecure, uncertain, dazed and confused. Not so sure. Not really knowing what she´s doing, what she really wants and what she´s going to do. She have been getting into crossroads and crosswords. She have been getting into places and into Scrabbles. Doing things on the winds ways. Doing things with what and with who is coming in along this long travel adventure.  

To make a break with something sometimes is good. You run and you make a break. You run and you make a break. You run and you open the door and the windows of the wilderness. You sit on the couch and take a drink or two. It´s good.

I´m clapping to you.

BEAUTIFUL

Any little stone on the road make her driving get out of control.

You know, i still don´t know all your being depths. I will.

I´m getting there.

KISSES

NGR

KGB

Taking things into danger zones.

THE GROUND OF RIGHTS AND WRONGS WITH HER IN THE MIDDLE.

LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT

SHE´LL NEVER STOP IT. SHE´S GETTING OR SHE ALREADY GOT INTO THE POINT OF SELF MUTILATION AND PLEASURE DESTRUCION. T´LL THE POINT WHEN NOTHING ELSE WILL WORK.

Who made what´

 They did it to you. You did it. We both did it.

You know that i don´t like some of the things you do.

I´ve been hurting you. It´s true. I admit it.

It´s for your own good. The reason why i´ve doing it.

I´ve been doing good things too.

I do it for you and for me.

You Girl, You know I Like Love You. Don´t You´

The To Do song.

It´s you life. You do what you wanna do. What you like and love to do.

No one is really free. Free of living freely in a world of dogs and clowns that we´re living in.

DO IT

NGR

A Boyfriend Please

LOVE YOU ZOOEY

A place somewhere called home.

2 Kids