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Road to Hell

 

Slowly bleeding, watch the vortex feeding Like a swirling vulture on your face Every hour the unseen rays devour Your screaming eyes cry out, but they are blind Father forgive me my sins, give me the nails, I'll hammer them in The road to hell is full of good intentions Say farewell, we may never meet again The road to hell is full of good intentions Down the lefthand highway with no sinister regrets Brave new world of secret fantasy That hovers just beyond your bloody grasp Close enough to thrill, the danger of the kill Price for failure of your will Father forgive us our sins, 'cause we are the junkies Who never can win The road to hell is full of good intentions Say farewell, we may never meet again The road to hell is full of good intentions Down the lefthand highway with no sinister regrets Father forgive me my sins, give me the nails, I'll hammer them in The road to hell is full of good intentions Parody of hope is the one that I must kill We all have to live with our family inventions Down the lefthand highway with no sinister regrets The road to hell is full of good intentions Say farewell, we may never meet again The road to hell is full of good intentions Down the lefthand highway with no sinister regrets

Man of Sorrows

Here in a church,

Gorange

And then she says. 

Kiss me. Kiss mom.

I´m kissing your arse

Kiss my ussy too

I´m Kissing

How much i´d like to kiss your ass´

 a small boy is kneeling 

Kissing

Licking

He prays to a god, 

He´s loving doing it

he does not know, he cannot feel All of his sins of childhood he will remember He will not cry, tears he will not cry Man of sorrows, I won't see your face Man of sorrows, you left without a trace A small boy wonders, what was it all about? Is your journey over? Has it just begun? A vision of a new world from the ashes of the old "Do what thou wilt!", he screams from his cursed soul A tortured seer, a prophet of our emptiness Wondering why, wondering why Man of sorrows, I won't see your face Man of sorrows, you left without a trace A small boy wonders, what was it all about? Is your journey over? Has it just begun? A man of sorrows racked With thoughts that dare not speak their name Trapped inside a body, made to feel only guilt and shame His anger all his life, "I hate myself!", he cried "Do what thou wilt! Do what thou wilt!", he cried Man of sorrows, I won't see your face Man of sorrows, you left without a trace A small boy wonders, what was it all about? Is your journey over? Has it just begun? Has it just begun?

I want out

From our life's beginning on We are pushed in little forms No one asks us how we like to be In school they teach us what to think But everyone says different things But they're all convinced that they're the ones to see So they keep talking and they never stop And at a certain point you give it up So the only thing that's left to think is this

 I want out To live my life alone

 I want out Leave me be 

I want out To get things on my own 

I want out To live my life and to be free 

People tell me A and B They tell me how I have to see Things that I have seen already clear So they push me then from side to side They're pushing me from black to white They're pushing till there's nothing more to hear But don't push me to the maximum Shut your mouth and take it home 'Cause I decide the way things gonna be I want out To live my life alone I want out Leave me be I want out To get things on my own I want out To live my life and to be free There's a million ways (million ways) to see the things in life A million ways to be the fool (million ways) In the end of it, (in the end) none of us is right Sometimes we need to be alone (alone, alone, alone) No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Leave me alone To live my life alone I want out Leave me be I want out To get things on my own I want out To live my life and to be free 

I want out

And the reason why i just can´t get out, is me. Is you.

All i want. I want in.

All i want is to be with you one day. To caress you. To love you and to be loved.

To Me To Do Those Things Like Love Please Me My Girl

Future World

If you're out there all alone And you don't know where to go to Come and take a trip with me To future world And if you're running through your life And you don't know what the sense is Come and look how it could be In future world We all live in happiness Our life is full of joy We say the word "Tomorrow" without fear The feeling of togetherness Is always at our side We love our life and we know we will stay 'Cause we all live in future world A world that's full of love Our future life will be glorious Come with me, future world You say you'd like to stay But this is not your time Go back, find your own way To future world Life can be for living Just try and never give in Tell everyone the way To future world One day you'll live in happiness With a heart that's full of joy You'll say the word "Tomorrow" without fear The feeling of togetherness Will be at your side You'll say you love your life and you'll know why 'Cause we all live in future world A world that's full of love Our future life will be glorious Come with me, future world Scream it out We all live in future world A world that's full of love Our future life will be glorious Come with me, come with me Come with me, future world Future world Future world (Future world)

Be A Good Girl Be A Woman Be The Eva That I Like Love

Welcome To My Paradise

I O YOU FOR YOUR LOVE

YOU

Hot Rock Hot Stone Hot Girl

What and who did you find´

Nothing and no one.

You are still there and there is not the place to find something or someone. But we´ll never know if you don´t keep travelling at the devil´s mercy and job. Something he got to give. To get and to own you. You kinda like it, because you like it. So, you do it.

You are an adult. An adult in full motion. Doing things and things and things like the things you´re doing. Things that many girls and many women didn´t in all their lives. Travelling, adventuring, living your dreams, needs, wishes and desires.

THINGS I´D LIKE TO DO AND TO LIVE IT WITH YOU.

I´m just writing things.

I hoke up

I´m a hooker this morning December 30 afternoon.

No, you´re not. You just have been all alone for too long.

I went in wrong lines. Yes you did.

I find myself in the devil´s paradise doing Sam´s job. Yes.

And i went in full swing in greens and acted depravedly and in despair. Here and there is not the right thing for you to do. But you do it. You get lost. You go in full swing because you don´t really have someone on your side to handle you when you need most. Someone on your side to give love a to love you.

But here i am all alone.

But here we are.

Am i writing wrong words, wrong things´

 

Making some and significant gramatical missteps and making bad judgements of you´

Do you care with what i said and with what i did in the thousand and one messages I wrote on this blog´ 

Do you care with what i´m saying and doing´

Do you care about me´

 Do you have any interest on me´

Is there something in you that may have a part of me´ Some vision and feeling. Some curiosity and temptation. Because of what i´ve writing, saying and doing in this blog´

You don´t know me. We never met and much probably we´ll never see and meet with each other. 

Do you understand, comprehend what and why i did it´

Do i like love you´

Do you accept what i wrote´ 

Its all on your social media.

I´m not finding and building a relationship with you. I´m destroying it. I´ve trying to destroy it. But i keep been good and bad with you. Good, because you are good and beautiful personally. Interesting, intelligent, sweet and kind off bla bla bla and physically attractive. Bad, because you are good and bad for me. When you are good, i feel the need to slap your ass. When you are good, you need to be slapped in your ass. Isn´t it what you want, like and love´ Don´t you like to be slapped´ Yes, you realy want wish desire and like it. Every girl and every women like it. To be slapped, to be pounded, squized, crashed. And when you are bad, well, that´s the problem, you go down and down and green, straight to the depth and to the woo.

So, please, let me end it and destroy it. I want out. In some how i like you, i like girls and i like porn´ Do it. With me. Do it with your boyfriend. So, please, let me end it and destroy it. ´Cause i don´t like it. Do you understand and comprehend me´ The reason why i go mad and bad with you. But, i´m just saying and doing what you say and do on your social media with some lethal spice. I admit it.

I don´t want you to destroy and to kill yourself. You´ll destroy and kill me.

Do you accept that you went and you are in wrong lines´

Do you accept that in some of the things you're wrong´ That you have been blinded with all and all those that have been around you on your travels´

Y

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I like you as you are. Beautiful. I like dolls too. You can be a doll to me whenever and wherever you want and desire to be.

Dream of Mirrors

Have you ever felt The future is the past But you don't know how? A reflected dream Of a captured time Is it really now, is it really happening? 

Don't know why I feel this way 

Have I dreamt this time, this place? 

Something vivid comes again into my mind 

And I think I've seen your face 

Seen this room, been in this place Something vivid comes again into my mind All my hopes and expectation Looking for an explanation Have I found my destination? I just can't take no more

 The dream is true The dream is true The dream is true The dream is true 

Think I've heard your voice before 

Think I've said these words before Something makes me feel I just might lose my mind 

Am I still inside my dream? Is this a new reality? Something makes me feel 

Gel duche & Gillette

       « 

PLEASE I´D LOVE TO SEE YOU

PLEASE SHARE IT WITH ME

That I have lost my mind 

All my hopes and expectation Looking for an explanation Coming to the realisation That I can't see for sure I only dream in black and white 

I only dream 'cause I'm alive 

I only dream in black and white 

I DREAM OF YOU

To save me from myself I only dream in black and white I only dream 'cause I'm alive I only dream in black and white To save me from myself The dream is true The dream is true The dream is true The dream is true I get up, put on the light Dreading the oncoming night Scared to fall asleep And dream the dream again Nothing that I contemplate Nothing that I can compare To letting loose the demons deep inside my head Dread to think what might be stirring That my dream is reoccurring Got to keep away from drifting Saving me from myself I only dream in black and white I only dream 'cause I'm alive I only dream in black and white To save me from myself I only dream in black and white I only dream 'cause I'm alive I only dream in black and white To save me from myself Lost in a dream of mirrors Lost in a paradox Lost and time is spinning Lost, a nightmare I retrace Lost, a hell that I revisit Lost, another time and place Lost, a parallel existence Lost, a nightmare I retrace I only dream in black and white I only dream 'cause I'm alive I only dream in black and white To save me from myself I only dream in black and white I only dream 'cause I'm alive I only dream in black and white To save me from myself I only dream in black and white I only dream 'cause I'm alive I only dream in black and white To save me from myself I only dream in black and white I only dream 'cause I'm alive I only dream in black and white To save me from myself The dream is true 

 The dream is true 

 The dream is true 

The dream is true

When The Wild Wind Blows Me

The first thing you do when you go wild for a couple of days...

You were knocked out, green, 

closing your eyes and swallowing your words.

Have you heard what they said on the news today? 

When The Wild Wind Blows

Have you heard what is coming to us all? That the world as we know it will be coming to an end Have you heard? Have you heard? He sees them in the distance, when the darkened clouds roll He could feel tension in the atmosphere He would look in the mirror see an old man now Does it matter they survive somehow? They said there's nothing can be done about the situation They said there's nothing you can do at all To sit and wait around for something to occur Did you know? Did you know? As he stares across the garden looking at the meadows And wonders if they'll ever grow again The desperation of the situation getting graver Getting ready when the wild wind blows Have you seen what they said on the news today? Have you heard what they said about us all? Do you know what is happening to just every one of us? Have you heard? Have you heard? There will be a catastrophe the like we've never seen There will be something that will light the sky That the world as we know it it will never be the same Did you know? Did you know? He carries everything into the shelter not a fuss Getting ready when the moment comes He has enough supplies to last them for a year or two Good to have because you never know They tell us nothing that we don't already know about They tell us nothing that is real at all They only fill us with the stuff that they want Did you know? Did you know? He's nearly finished with the preparations for the day He's getting tired that'll do for now They are preparing for the very worst to come to them Getting ready when the wild wind blows He sees the picture on the wall it's falling down Upside down He sees a teardrop from his wife roll down her face Saying Grace Remember times they had they flash right through his mind Left behind Of a lifetime spent together long ago Will be gone They've been preparing for some weeks now For when the crucial moment comes To take their refuge in the shelter Let them prepare for what will come They make a tea and sit there waiting They're in the shelter feeling snug Not long to wait for absolution Don't make a fuss just sit and wait Can't believe all the lying All the screens are denying That the moments of truth have begun Can't you see it on the TV? Don't believe them in the least bit Now the days of our ending have begun Say a prayer when it's all over Survivors unite all as one Got to try and help each other Got the will to overcome I can't believe all the lying All the screens are denying That the moments of truth have begun Can't you see it on the TV? Don't believe them in the least bit Now the days of our ending have begun When they found them had their arms wrapped around each other Their tins of poison laying near by their clothes The day they both mistook an earthquake for the fallout Just another when the wild wind blows

Do it with your boyfriend. Do it with me. 

How much do i like you´

How much do i love you´

How much do i want you´

How much do i desire you´

Can´t you see´

Can´t you feel´

Don´t you read my messages.

I´ve been good to you and i´ve been bad to you.

How much i´d like to be with you´

How much i´d like to love you´

How much i´d like to please you´

Do you have any answer´

Do you have any thing to say to me´

Do you like love want desire me´

I have one drink and no more.

How beautiful you are to me´

Blow me.

Love Me Pleasure Me 

How much i pray´

How much i dream´ 

GEVA

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